My Time v2.0 [+...Lavender...+]

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Friday, June 25, 2004
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I'M IN HK

yeah~~~ finally i'm back to hk on the 20th!!! ^o^ it was the hottest day on the day of arrival... >_< but i didnt notice that coz hot weather was already expected before i came to hk... until i saw the tv news when having hotpot w/ my uncles and aunties!!! n we were like... ~~|||||||.... coz we were having hotpot on the hottest day of the year!!! n it sounds kinda stupid... oh well....

i went to causewaybay on the 1st 2 days... on my 1st day i went w/ my aunt to buy suit for my summer internship... i was dead tired but i had to try out many clothings... >_< was soooo exhausted!!! n of coz, finally she bought a new suit for me in G2000.... coz she said i better wait for a few days and confirm the dressing code w/ the company before i bought any new clothing for work...

then on the 2nd day i hanged out w/ yan and norris... since norris is working in wan chai we decided to meet her up in causeway bay.. i was so excited. coz havent seen them for a long~~~~~~~~~~~~~time!!!!! hahahaha.. itz good to see them again n seem that they havent changed much! ^o^

well... while shopping w/ yan in casueway bay, i tried a few clothings.. but... but... i'm way~~~~~~ too fat that i couldnt find sth that could fit me in causeway bay!!!! >_< do i really need to lose some weight!? i think so... *sigh*.. coz ppl in hk r either sooooooooo skinny... or......umm....ya... or like those 150lbs girls.... =P

anyway...... then on wed i went to the company where i will hav my summer internship to sign contract... wow!!! itz an amazing company!!! itz located in Central, which is the commerical center of hk...

i really looking forward to working in that amazing company in july!!!! ^o^

then.. ya...i'm currently in central library... coz we hav nth to do today.... so i come here w/ 2bon, my aunt and my grandma....

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 04:39 p.m.

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Friday, June 11, 2004
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tired...

just had 356 mt yesterday (wed).. well... it was ok.. but dead tired.. coz on tues after sch, eva, cheryl, n i went to celia's place to study together.. man.. even there were only 3 models we were like all dying.. >_<

we didnt slack off during studying.. n we studied till 10pm when eva was hungry.. so we went to buy dinner n all came to my place instead.. coz my mom wouldnt allow me to stay over at celia's place for sure >_<

then we kept studying for the whole night! unbelievable!!! i thought we would end at 4am or 5am.. but as time passed.. we found that we actually didnt have enuf time.... n we couldnt realize the time until we saw sun from the window..n it was already 5am!! omg... so finally they all stayed at my place for the whole night n we went to sch directly from my place.. we took like 1-2hrs nap before sch.. but still supa tired...
the exam was okay actually.. even thou i bs sooo much.. hahahaha!!! actually this course is a great course.. coz we can really learn so much stuff from this course n itz really interesting.. like how positive shocks and negative shocks affect the interest rate, currency of a country etc.. itz soo great! i love this course! but... hahaha.. but the reputation in terms of the difficulties... this is not a good course.. coz quite a ppl failed this course in the past.. but we can really learn from this course.. man... i wanna take econ345 (money and banking) as well.. coz itz about the same thing.... n i can see that itz gonna be fun!!! but.. 345 is offered 2 weeks after.. n i'm already in hk that time! >_<
celia n cheryl decided to sing karaoke after exam.. but.. but.. all of us were dead tired that we decided to go home.. hahahahaha.. but my stomach was weird again n i needed to go to the doctor again!!! >_< man... i'm not feeling well these days coz of my stomach!!! woo... n right now, the doctor said i shouldnt drink coffee, pop, and tea etc n i shouldnt eat any sour or spicy stuff... woo... but... PASSION FRUIT GREEN TEA and SUPA SPICY FOOD are MY FAVORITES!!!! >_< n telling me i cant eat those r really a pain to me.. >_<
anyway.... i've applied another diary today but itz in japn.. hehehe.. itz very cute.. (^o^)/
2 more days (japan) n itz the concert of tenimyu~!!!! AH~~~ I REALLY WANNA GO!!! >_<

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 12:09 a.m.

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May 30, 2004 (Sun)
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umm...

yeah.. havent seen vivian for a long time~~ n finally came out for a drink.... hahaha.. slept too late last night that woke up at 1pm.. HOHOHOHOHO~ i luv it man... so i'm not wasting the day~ yeah~!

but.. ~~||||||||| we only stayed at the bbt place for a while then mom told me to go home.. what the...~~||||||||| anyway.. we didnt know where to go.. so we ended up window shopping in Daiso...kinda boring.. haha!
actually we didnt really hav a plan.. while we were in daiso chrix called me.. then chrix, cheryl, vivi and i went to bowling~! yeah~
havent been to bowling for a long~~~~~ time! hohohoho~! it was nice! ^^ n we found out that therez such thing called "all-you-can-bowl" and the price is pretty nice! but itz only offered from monday-thursday.. well.. itz ok~ coz starting from next week, we dont have sch on wed.. so we can go bowling on tuesday night! ^o^

but... but... *sigh*!!!!!!!!!!!! we bought two games for bowling... n..... I LOST IN BOTH OF THEM!!!! what the... i got no strike at all!!! AH~~~~~ lucky.. we r not in pot(prince of tennis) or else i would hav to drink inui juice.. (err... man.. u r really addicted to the anime)..

anyway... today was ok... =P at least i've done sth... n right now..... i'm starving.. >_< should i cook now!? but... if i eat sth now i'll gain weight much easier than eating in another time.. well.. actually i didnt eat much at dinner.. so.. is it ok to eat now!? =P

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 02:13 a.m.

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May 24, 2004 (Mon)
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Listening: Tennis no Oujisama On The Radio

umm... this is a long weekend.. but i dunno what i can do ne.. itz just like an ordinary holiday for me.. doing nth n stay at home.. hahahaha.. anyway... i'm kinda bored now.. n i think i can update my site.. but.. hahahaha.. just too lazy to move...i wanna play forum.. but seems like the server of that forum is down at this moment.. >_< cant get to that site ne.. *sigh*
finished 2nd mt for 371 on fri... man.. it was unexpected!!! >_< and i know i did really bad for the last 2 q's... man... it was the same w/ past mt last time.. but this time.. the written part was unexpected ne... >_< woo.... didnt know how to do it at all!!!! woo...
no problem of passing this mt..but... itz not going to hav good mark for it.. damn it... coz for the 1st mt... the mark was pretty good...!!!!! n right now.. the 2nd mt just pulled down the mark... woo... woo...

ya... hav to work really hard for the final exam which is gonna be held on this coming friday... >_ today's already 23rd.. oh.. already passed 12.. actually itz 24th right now... hahaha... less than a month then i'll be in hk!!! the 24th of next month i'm already in hk!!! my internship has already confirmed... itz gonna be from july 1 ~ july 31...

but i'll be staying in hk from june to sept.. man.. although i miss hk, i still think this is a long time ar... >_< i'm thinking if i should change the flight ticket.. n come back to vancouver in august.. coz i dont wanna stay in hk for more than a month (august) n doing nth.. itz just gonna be bored!
yan~ read your diary n i know u r bored too~ hehehe.. wait for me ar~ but i think u've mentioned that u were going to be busy in july, isnt it?? >_< no~~ but.. actually ok la.. coz in july i'll be working too... i know u r gonna hang out w/ me la~ but u know la.. cant hang out everyday, right... n itz better to be bored in vancouver than being bored in hk ar... >_< at least not as hot in vancouver.. dunno yet ne.. hav to see how things go...

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 01:09 a.m.

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May 16, 2004 (Sun)
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*sigh*

err... seems like i have been starting w/ the same title everytime... ~~||||
anyway... *sigh*
i think i'm thinking too far.... i'm already thinking what i wanna do and what i have to do after graduating... ><... ya.. i think the 1st thing i should think of is.. what i should take in sept... >_< right?? coz i've done really bad in my 3rd year... and my registration date is so late that i really dont have any choices... i guess for econ490..i have to ask the department to do it for me.. as i'm pretty sure that the section i wanna take will be filled up before i can register... *sigh* but... these 2 days.. i'm thinking another thing.. i'm thinking what to do after graduation...
actually... i'm thinking to study in Japan next year... if i wanna apply for grad sch in japan... (actually any universities in Japan).. i have to get level 1 in Japanese Language Proficiency Exam..... *sigh* and.. i also have to take an entrance exam for foreign students...n entrance exam for the university that i wanna apply... man... so many exams.... Japan is a country of exam!?
anyway... i've done some research.. n i found that.. actually i can stay in Japan for a year.. attanding language school.. after one year or so then i can apply university.. coz the courses that offered by those language school will well prepared us for entrance exams and the language proficiency exam.....
but.. but.. >_< the fee is supa expensive~~~~~!!!!!!
omg.. cant believe it... soo expensive ar~~~~~!!!!!!
actually i think the tuition fee is reasonable.. just like the tuition fee that international students pay for canadian university.. so.. i think itz reasonable.. but the living expenses.. omg.. the whole thing ends up.... supa expensive a year... >_<
NO $$$$$!!!!!!!!! >_<
*SIGH* i'll try my best to earn $$.. but i dont think i can get that much money by next Oct.. unless i have won 649 or super7... *sigh*... no $$!!! >_< i wanna go to Japan ar~~ >_< i think.. it'll probably end up... i'll be working in vancouver or hong kong.. instead of studying in japan next year... *sigh*
i dont want this.. coz.. i know once i've started my working, then it has little chance that i'll study in japan... even i go back to school.. it'll probably be a part-time one... wont be full-time... coz most ppl wont give up/quit their jobs....that means i may not be able to study in Japan.. coz it involes so much time and $$.. i dont think i'll give up my job in the future in order to go to Japan.. *sigh*.. i dunno... >_<
anyway.. i guess itz still too early to say so... but... this is already expected, right.. >_< *sigh*... but i really wanna study in Japan at least once in my life... >_<

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 01:30 a.m.

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May 10, 2004 (Mon)
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*sigh*

*sigh*... i'm still thinking what i should take next year... >_< i'm still kinda depressed by the marks~~!!! woo....
today...oops... i should say yesterday.... was mother's day.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! but.. mom is not in vancouver right now... >_< she has been out of town w/ my sis for a few days... *sigh*... somehow... i feel sth is missing... probably b/c mom n one of the sis arent at home??? hahaha.. dunno...but...dunno..just feel a bit lonely... all of a suddenly.. anyway..
was thinking to wash my cars today.. hahahaha.. coz they r SUPA dirty.... omg.. i really cant stand it anymore... but mom said.. there are a few cupons for free car wash.. n i dunno where she put them... sigh.. so i have to wait until shez back.. >_<
anyway... summer sch.. econ374 starts trm~!!! *sigh*
i have to work supa hard in order to pull up my gpa!! >_< woo.... my gpa ar.... *sigh*
actually.. i havent done much today.. except trying to update my site... hahaha.. n i've only done a bit for the site... ~~|||
anyway.. i better go to bed now... (oh.. i still havent left msg on kime's bbs..... busy updating my site n forgot to leave msgs... oh well.. i'll do it trm after sch....)

Yan
thx a lot~!! really.. i can do nth other than work harder, right? >_< *sigh*
ya.. i think so too.....i better quit japn... i heard that we could learn alot in 300lvl japn..but... itz gonna be tough.. coz i heard that therez too much work for the course..n really hard to get good mark.. n all i need is.. supa easy courses to pull up my gpa.. i hope that 3 easy electives could do it.. (coz i should only have left 3 electives only...)

u add oil on your exams too~!! good luck!!!

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 02:12 a.m.

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May 8, 2004 (Sat)
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*sigh*

*sigh*.....
all of the marks are out already... and.... *sigh*.... WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? my gpa this year is supa low..... n i've been sooooooooo depressed these days...... i cant believe it!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!? T_T seems that everyone has done pretty good... except me... why!?
woo...... i cant really accept this...... T_T
the happiness of receiving the postcard from kime has gone... T_T.... i'm really depressed.... this is my 3rd year... n the gpa is the lowest i've ever had.... what can i do!? next year.. ya... all i can do is work harder in the coming year.. in the coming courses... and choose easier courses... but...

next year is 4th year!!! not many courses r gonna be easy... well.. i know the two 400lvl might not be hard.. as cheryl has recommanded... but.. what about econ 490!? i've no idea... >_<... i was thinking to take japn302 and 303 as my electives... but.. right now.. i guess i better quit... coz i know 300lvl japan arent easy... so much work to do..i heard that hav to write many essays and stuff...*sigh*...itz not gonna be a good course for me... in my situation...

but i really dont wanna give up japanese!!! woo.. what should i do!? what should i do!? i wanna keep my jp.. but.. if i keep the jp courses, then my gpa would be even lower next year.....n next yr is my last year... last chance.. in fact itz not gonna be easy for me to pull my gpa up coz the gpa of this year is very low.... pretty sure itz gonna be hard to pull up the overall gpa next year.. i hav to get supa good grades in order to do so... *sigh*
i wanna keep studying ar.. i dont wanna stop.. but.. if i wanna continue my education, i need to have good marks in order to go for further study.. and.. >_< in my situation.. i really dunno what i can do.. *sigh*
woo.....

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Yazhu walked on the field @ 04:08 a.m.

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